A definition of craziness is repeating the same act multiple times but hoping for a different result.
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So, I'm a crazy person.
But hey, most of you already knew that. I can't imagine anyone is shocked. And there is definitely no sympathy. If anything a bit of envy, as some of the best writers in history have been known to suffer from mental instability or illness.
I just hope I don't go the same way as Zelda Fitzgerald or Sylvia Plath.