First week done. I don't think I've ever felt so aware of my own failings. Sometimes life poses little problems, little quizzes that singularly are simple, but when there are 5 at once, you feel a bit stumped. This is my problem at the moment. And I want to be good, I want to be able to do 10 things at once and feel great at the end of the day but just thinking about it tires me out. I need to go to work. I need to enjoy work. If I don't, I need to quit. But I can't bring myself to do either. ARGH.